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It’s been so long since I’ve felt
The weight of another person.
I wonder what your weight feels like.
You’re so cute when you’re nervous,
You smile a lot more and
Mess up your hair when you stumble over a word.
I haven’t fallen in so long,
Haven’t let myself go.
I finally have somewhere to fall and
Just want to ask you:
Would you like to fall with me?
Photo: http://www.flickr.com/photos/aaahhphil/3944631780/

Source: My apologies but I've lost the source on this one!
Why does talking to you,Taking that first step toward you,Have to be so hard?I want to know you,The real you.I want to know if you sleep with socks on,And if you sing in the shower, And how you look when you Hear a song you haven’t heard in years.I want you to know all of my silly little quirksAnd to see some of yours to fall in love with.I want to ask you to share a coffeeAnd not say something dumb aboutThe weather or when the garbage goes out.In my mind I’ve asked you a million timesTo sit and get to love me So I can get to love you.In my mind you’ve called me And I’ve answered and I’ve finally gotten it right.I can tell you are something specialBecause every time I see youI can’t even remember my nameOr how lonely I was Just before you walked in.
The minute you leftThese walls felt too close.Even the pictures felt wrong.I listen for your car door,your keys,your feet on the mat.Knowing that I’ll never hear themMakes this emptiness even bigger.I’m weak with wantingTo reach you. Tell you. Show you.I’ve called for you everywhereKnowing you are alreadyToo far to hear me.We are already worlds apart.I pace the floor,Hoping that every approaching carIs yours, coming to take meIn your arms and tell me that you’ve Come home to me and Let’s make some coffee and Laugh at the world that’s full of peopleWho will never be as lucky as we are.
The quest for this continues...
Photo: theselby.com
Two chai lattes, to go.The scarf I knit you andThe mittens you gave me.Warming up under a blanket.Catching the warm days andLaying in the park to savor them.Crisp night skies with fall stars.Leaves in my hair,Dirt under your nails.Carving our initials into a pumpkin.Sharing a pocket so we can still hold hands.Hearty soups and wholesome breads.
Remembering how your hair color
Changes with the seasons.
Forgetting the window open and Having to sleep closer.